Jeremiah’s “great company” returning from captivity
in the north includes the blind and the lame, those with child and those in
labor, hardly the kind of folks generally included in a great company. But that
is the way of the Lord that is often missed, even by God’s own people. The One
whose ways are not our ways and thoughts not our thoughts has an affinity for
those cast aside, those who receive no recognition or awards, who are wholly
dependent on hoping in the Lord. So God will rescue the remnant from those too
strong for them, turning mourning into joy, sorrow into gladness; comfort of
the Lord for a people long oppressed. The young and old will make merry, the
priests will get fat and the people will be satisfied. But more that, in the
remnant returned the Lord who scattered Israel, because they refused to walk
straight paths, is also restored for God suffered the separation as much as
those who languished in exile. It takes two to tango even if God takes the
lead.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Friday, December 27, 2013
Christmas 1 A - Matthew 2:13-23
Matthew 2:13-23
The nativity according to Matthew has none of the “we wish
you a merry Christmas” charm of Luke’s version. Joseph is visited by the angel
even though the Virgin Mary still does all the labor. There are no shepherds,
angel choirs or a no-room-in-the-inn manger Silent Night “cattle are lowing the
baby awakes.” Matthew did give us the star and the magi but the story of the princes
coming to visit the peasant just sets up Bethlehem for Rachel’s inconsolable weeping.
By that I mean without the Magi’s visit Herod would have been ignorant of the
baby born to be King of the Jews and the Bethlehem babies of the future King would
have been spared the consequence of his premature enthronement. Of course in the
world that Jesus comes to serve and save the slaughter of a few innocents in a small
village hardly registers on the atrocity scale. The chorus of loud lamentation
began when Eve found Abel’s bloodied body and has continued unabated to this
day. There is no “good news” in this story and no amount of exegetical gymnastics
will get us there. Rachel cannot be consoled. But the good news that comes
later in the Gospel is that the baby Jesus grown to be a man will not escape
the fate of his counterparts born in Bethlehem. He dies for them and for Rachel
and for the soldiers who following orders did the deed and I would suggest even
for the psychopath Herod. Jesus dies because the world God imagined in the beginning
became so familiar with atrocity it could only be saved by something it could
not ultimately destroy. So God in Jesus as the innocent victim met hatred and violence
face to face and for a day or two let it do what Herod hoped to accomplish but
on the third day broke the chains of death so that Rachel’s weeping might become
a song of exaltation. (Psalm 118) The good news is that Jesus escapes King
Herod as a baby in Bethlehem so he can die as a man in Jerusalem which means
you and I and everyone else can live to serve a different sort of King.
Thursday, December 26, 2013
Christmas 1 A - Hebrews 2:10-18
Hebrews 2:10-18
During the summer of 1975 I was the wrangler at Camp Lone
Star, LaGrange, Texas. Before the summer was over I had wrecked the rear end of
my ‘68’ Chevelle racing a ‘69’ Mustang down a dirt road, chipped a bone in my
elbow coming off a green broke colt (suddenly and involuntarily), broke my hand
in another horse related incident and was bitten by a Coral snake. (I tried to pick
it up because no one told me “red and black venom lack; red and yellow kill a
fellow.) Strange as it may seem I still consider it the best summer of my life;
maybe because I was a kid from Chicago playing cowboy in Texas and at 19 one
does not live in slavery to the fear of death. (Hebrews 2:15) On the other hand
(the one not broken) psychologist Ernest Becker’s “The Denial of Death” (Pulitzer prize for general non-fiction in 1974) would make the case that my
reckless behavior during the summer of 1975 was a denial of the very real fear
finite beings feel whether they acknowledge it or not. The church has been the
place where the fearful faithful gather to be confident that death is but
the gateway to eternal life and as long as one has a reserved seat by virtue of a personal relationship with Jesus there is no
need to be afraid. But we miss the truth of the incarnation when we cast Jesus’
life and death and resurrection as a religious Ponzi scheme where only those who buy into
the system are given a get out of (eternal) jail free card. If God in Jesus
becomes like us in every way then God must also identify with those who are
less than faithful and live out their fear of death in ways that are destructive
to themselves and ultimately others. That is not to say bad behavior is
excused. But having lived our life and died our death surely God must
understand we were set up from birth into a closed system to live in denial of
the thing we fear most because we cannot avoid it or in the end escape it. The
hope of the scripture that proclaims a merciful God is that God became as we
are so that we might become as God is. (St. Augustine) To that point the church
is set free from the fear of death when the faithful fearful are as willing to enter into the suffering of others as Jesus was and like Jesus are not ashamed to call all
members of the human family sisters and brothers.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Christmas 1 A - Psalm 148
Psalm 148
This
is an “all God’s creatures got a place in the choir” praise the Lord psalm,
though I’d rather not be included in the choir when sea monsters get to
exalting the name of the Lord. But then Psalm 148 doesn't discriminate. Young
and old, women and men, fire and frost, creeping things and flying birds, wild
animals and domestic livestock, kings of the earth and peasants (you get the
idea) are all commanded to exalt the name of the Lord who created sun and moon,
stars and heavens, etc. etc. etc. But one wonders why the whole world should
join the chorus if the horn raised up is only for the people who are close to
the Lord. Is everyone else supposed to praise Israel’s God from a distance? This
is the part of “Praise the Lord” that the psalmist didn’t see coming. Simeon
saw it when Joseph and Mary brought the horn “raised up” to the temple on the
eighth day for the rite of purification. “Let your servant depart in peace for
my eyes have seen your salvation… a light for revelation to the Gentiles, and the
glory of your people Israel.” Apparently God does not discriminate either but in
preparing for something beyond the psalmist’s imagination intended the horn
raised up for Israel to be raised up for those outside Israel as well. It meant
the end of things Israel thought essential to praising God; circumcision and
keeping kosher to name but two. So what might that mean for us who also believe
God has raised up a horn, formerly for Israel, but now claimed exclusively by we who
are close to God by virtue of a personal relationship with Jesus Christ? If God
determined the law of circumcision and keeping kosher unnecessary for a right
relationship what else might be on the table? Well if the psalmist couldn't see
it coming neither will we. That’s the nature of God whose ways are not our ways
and whose thoughts are not our thoughts who cannot be contained by the universe but is born in a stable. Maybe that’s why the psalm commands
everything that is to praise the Lord. Surprise! Merry Christmas.
Monday, December 23, 2013
Christmas 1 A - Isaiah 63:7-9
Isaiah 63:7-9
The amazing thing is that this less than noteworthy nation on the world’s stage, even during its forty year golden age, in what is hardly a garden spot on the planet, recounted God’s favor for them in times of captivity and national calamity and unfulfilled promises. The ransomed of the Lord may have returned to Zion with singing but the everlasting joy was only one verse and a chorus. Things are not going so well. The hard work of restoring national identity in a conquered land and rebuilding a city and temple in ruins all in the context of a less than warm welcome by those who had been left behind by the Babylonians is hardly a list of the Lord’s gracious deeds and praiseworthy acts. But then Isaiah doesn’t think in terms of rewards but rather the riches of a relationship with the Savior who is present with them in all their distress. Not a messenger. Not an angel. The presence of God saved them and lifted them up and carried them home. That is why the most gracious act of God is remaining present with children who, truth to be told, have a habit of dealing falsely with God, no matter what Isaiah says. God’s love and pity redeems them because these people, of all the people on the planet, are God’s own people. In the same way God continues to be present with us, in a restored relationship through the Christ, despite our less than honest ways. In light of that we too can recount the gracious deeds of God in times of personal captivity and calamity and the “not yet” nature of future promises unfulfilled.
The amazing thing is that this less than noteworthy nation on the world’s stage, even during its forty year golden age, in what is hardly a garden spot on the planet, recounted God’s favor for them in times of captivity and national calamity and unfulfilled promises. The ransomed of the Lord may have returned to Zion with singing but the everlasting joy was only one verse and a chorus. Things are not going so well. The hard work of restoring national identity in a conquered land and rebuilding a city and temple in ruins all in the context of a less than warm welcome by those who had been left behind by the Babylonians is hardly a list of the Lord’s gracious deeds and praiseworthy acts. But then Isaiah doesn’t think in terms of rewards but rather the riches of a relationship with the Savior who is present with them in all their distress. Not a messenger. Not an angel. The presence of God saved them and lifted them up and carried them home. That is why the most gracious act of God is remaining present with children who, truth to be told, have a habit of dealing falsely with God, no matter what Isaiah says. God’s love and pity redeems them because these people, of all the people on the planet, are God’s own people. In the same way God continues to be present with us, in a restored relationship through the Christ, despite our less than honest ways. In light of that we too can recount the gracious deeds of God in times of personal captivity and calamity and the “not yet” nature of future promises unfulfilled.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Advent 4 A - Romans 1:1-7
Romans 1:1-7
The letter to the Romans begins with a seven verse sentence all
of which serves as preface to “grace to you and peace from God our Father and
the Lord Jesus Christ.” It could be that Paul, like this blogger, likes run on
sentences because periods just waste time. Or it could be that grace to you and
peace is easier said than done and needs a seven verse sentence to remind the
Romans that while they are not nearly as conflicted as the Corinthians there
are some hard feelings between Jewish and Gentile Christians residing in Rome. The
promise beforehand through the prophets in the Holy Scriptures about the Son
descended from David (think Jew) is also declared the Son of God with power
according to the spirit of holiness for the obedience of faith among the
Gentiles, so that both Jew and Gentile might be called “God’s beloved in Rome.”
I think there a lot of things the church can get wrong and still claim the
cross of Christ but living together in grace and peace as God’s beloved is not one
of them. The inclusion of Gentiles into what was a Jewish religion goes beyond
any of the denominational divisions that define the church today and we would
do well to note that those outside the church see our inability to live
together in grace and peace as proof the Gospel is not worth the paper it’s
printed on. “Christian unity is not an ideal which we must realize; it is
rather a reality created by God in Christ in which we may participate” or so
said Dietrich Bonhoeffer. Does that mean the divisions that define us are not essential
and we should all join hands and sing Kum
by Yah? Well, why not? Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. Or in other words, Kum by
Yah.
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Advent 4 A - Psalm 80:1-7, 17-19
Psalm 80:1-7, 17-19
Psalm 80 is a lament for the Northern Kingdom of Israel that in
722 BCE was conquered by the Assyrians. It started as a family feud between
Judah and Israel but after Israel allied with Aram and threatened Jerusalem
King Ahaz of Judah sold his soul to Tiglath-Pileser of Assyria and Israel was
history. Of course the psalmist thinks God had something to do with it but the
truth is this story is repeated throughout the history of the human race. The
pride of kings inevitably leads to the bread of tears for common folk. It’s the
poets and the prophets who give voice to the people’s pain pleading “Restore
us, O God” and promising “then we will never turn back from you.” Sad to say
Israel never does come back and Judah will eventually meet the same fate at the
hands of the Babylonians. Not a very happy psalm but then laments are meant to
name the pain and not shy away from the reality of suffering albeit from the
perspective of faith that holds onto the hope that the God who is angry with the
people’s prayers will hear their plea none-the-less and regard their plight with pity. That
is how not so happy songs can still be hopeful for laments give voice to faith
in the face of sorrow and suffering, so that when scorned and derided by
circumstances beyond our control, fed on a diet tears, we pray none-the-less “Restore
us, O God!” Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Monday, December 16, 2013
Advent 4 A - Isaiah 7:10-17
Isaiah 7:10-17
Ahaz is weary of prophets getting in the way
of politics and so even the offer of a sign as high as the heavens and as deep
as Sheol can’t get him to swallow his pride and ask the God of Israel for help.
God wearied by Ahaz’s feigned piety offers a sign anyway, a sign that Matthew
will apply to Jesus though Isaiah was most likely speaking of Hezekiah, neither
of which are named Immanuel, by the way, but then that is the way of
prophecies. They point to a truth larger than the literal one and the same word
that finds fulfillment in Hezekiah and in Jesus finds fulfillment in our
everyday. Immanuel, God with us is the point of the promise. God with us when
we go our own way, choosing the evil and refusing the good. God with us when we
feed ourselves with false promises and illusory hopes. God with us for the day when
we tire of wearying God and turn again to the promise as high as the heavens
and as deep as Sheol. God with us when we recognize that the hope of God with us is that we
would choose to be with God. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Friday, December 13, 2013
Advent 3 A - Matthew 11:2-11
Matthew 11:2-11
John is confused by what Jesus is doing, or more accurately, by what
Jesus is not doing. One can imagine the questions that led to “Are you the one
who is to come…?” Where is the baptizing with fire and the Holy Spirit? Why is
the threshing floor still occupied by Pharisee & Sadducee chaff? And the
most perplexing question might have been, “Why am I in prison if you are the
Messiah? I’m your cousin, for God’s sake! ” But Jesus came to be what John had proclaimed,
“Repent, for the kingdom of Heaven has come near.” And John was right, it was
more powerful and with or without untying sandals, no one was worthy of it. It was
not to be “kingdom come” by smiting enemies within and without, wresting the
temple from the dirty hands of the High Priest and kicking Roman butt from
Jerusalem to Britannica. It shouldn't surprise us that John asked the question.
In some ways the early church suffering at the hands of those from within and
without asked the same question. It also shouldn't surprise us that the vision
of Jesus’ return was imaged as violent and vengeful. Maybe this time the
Messiah will get it right. This time we want a superman not a suffering servant.
Listen, John the Baptist had plenty of scriptures to support the Messiah he was
looking for and truth to be told that was the Messiah he wanted. When Jesus
says “blessed is anyone who takes no offense at me” he is telling John and us,
for that matter, that he will come in whatever way he wants to come and our
images will have conform to his. Granted that may mean he’s coming back angry
and ready to put a hurt on the world that would make John the Baptist shake
like a reed in the wind. But my guess is that Jesus is still outside our box,
scriptural or not, and that the Messiah who the first time around pointed to the
blind seeing, the lame walking, the lepers cleansed, the dead raised and the poor
hearing good news as proof of the pudding might surprise us the second time round
as well. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Advent 3 A - James 5:7-10
James 5:7-10
We've been patiently waiting for almost two thousand years. Of
course every now and then people find a way to profit from predictions of gloom
and doom but then the point of patience is left behind. There is nothing you
can do to hasten the day, or delay it for that matter, but you can make the
wait weary for yourself and others by grumbling, judging, or connecting
coincidences and claiming to know the time and place the Lord himself said is
none of your business. No. We are called to wait as those who James calls
“Beloved” three times in four verses which means we wait with a lover’s
longing. And not only for ourselves but for the sake of those the Lord loves,
which I’m guessing includes those we don’t. After all, the Judge who stands at
the door is the same One who spoke “Father, forgive them” upon those whose fear
and envy and self righteousness nailed him to the mercy seat in the first
place. That’s a judge worth the wait. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Advent 3 A - Isaiah 1:39-55
This is
the song of Zion, the song sung at the Christ’s conception, the song Jesus
would sing with his life, the song that would condemn him to death. “It is
better for you that one man die for the people than that the whole nation
perish” is how the high priest Caiaphas justified the murder of the One who
raised Lazarus from the dead. Power does not care for protest songs and will
take any measure to silence them. But Mary’s song will not be silenced. The
humble are lifted up. The rulers are brought down. The hungry are fed with good
things. The rich are sent empty away. Sung by a peasant girl impregnated by the
Holy Spirit come upon her she risks her life to carry the light of the world to
term. Sooner or later some busy body in Nazareth will notice that Mary is “beginning
to look a lot like Christmas” and no one will be around to confess the virgin
birth as an alibi. And yet she sings. She rejoices in God’s favor. She sings of
the Savior mindful of her humble state who has blessed her for every generation.
She sings rejoicing for her people because the Mighty One has remembered to be
merciful. She sings the life within her before Bethlehem, before Golgotha,
because Mary believes already that in the conception of the Christ the future
forever promise has come true. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Advent 3 A - Isaiah 35:1-10
Isaiah 35
Isaiah
35 was written to the children of Israel in exile, weeping by the river of
Babylon, tormented by their captors who demanded they sing happy songs of Zion.
It is a vision of a better day, a promise for those worn down by adversity,
weakened by suffering, feeble and fearful of heart, without help, without hope.
In the vision cast by the waters of Babylon a new song of Zion is composed
where the wilderness rejoices in the glory of the Lord revealed and a way is
made through the burning sand and the haunt of jackals so that even those who
don’t have a lick of sense will not get lost on the holy highway. Of course a
good portion of those whose hands were strengthened and knees steadied by the
hope of the promise died by the river where they wept. But for their children
born in Babylon the promise did come true and they returned to Zion singing the
songs their parents taught them, which would have been forgotten forever if
their captors tormenting them had not demanded they sing them. As it was for
them, so it is for us; a promise for unsteady hands and knees that give way,
hope for all held captive to doubt and fear, trial and trouble, a promise that
inspires holy imagination where sorrow flees from the promise of everlasting
joy. So sing the songs of Zion, songs of hope and happiness, joy and peace,
even if you are weeping by the waters of your own Babylon, for the children are
listening and learning. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus
Thursday, December 5, 2013
Advent 2 A - Matthew 3:1-12
Matthew 3:1-12
It appears to me the Pharisees and Sadducees
should at least get points for trying. Instead John verbally attacks them for being
all repentance and no fruit. (All hat and no cattle) But to what end? To their
credit the Pharisees and Sadducees, teachers of the law and keepers of the
temple, come out together overcoming their natural animosity towards each other.
And they give up their respective positions of power to be subject to the poor
people’s prophet even if it’s just a weekend excursion for them. The diet of
locusts and honey and camel’s hair clothes with leather belt identify John as
one who has forsaken the world for the wilderness which is always the place of
preparation for Israel. So when the city slickers come slumming he calls them
on it. Who warned you to flee? Confession by itself is not worth the words used
to say “I’m sorry” unless it is accompanied by a change of heart and hand. That
is John’s point. You can’t come out to do a wilderness weekend of weeping and wailing
and then go back to the city of business as usual. To bear fruit worthy of
repentance is to live into the conclusion of confession which is the amendment
of the sinful life. The One who is coming after will do something more than
John and though he will burn the same Pharisees and Sadducees with words like
blind guides and brood of vipers and white washed tombs he will gather them in
with “Father, forgive them…” And so it is for us. Our confession needs a word
of judgment before welcoming words of absolution so that we will not be
satisfied with an “I’m sorry” that does not in some measure lead to “I can do
better.” Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Advent 2 A - Romans 15:4-13
Romans 15:4-13
The instruction and encouragement of the scriptures were meant
to reveal the God of hope so that inspired by the living word we might abound
in what the God of hope is all about… which is hope, of course; but what kind
of hope? If the incarnation of God in the Christ is any indication of what the
God of hope is all about then there is nothing God will not do, nowhere God
will not go, to be reconciled to us so that reconciled to God we would be
reconciled to each other. Or in other words, “May the God of steadfastness and
encouragement grant you to live in harmony with one another…” And again, “whoever does not love their brother and sister, whom they have
seen, cannot love God, whom they have not seen.” (1 John 4:20) For this reason Christ became
the servant of the circumcised on behalf of the truth and at the same time
became the mercy and hope of the Gentiles so that with one voice Jew and
Gentile would glorify God. Or as Paul will write to the law bound Galatians,
“There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female...” (Galatians
3:28) So if in Christ God has erased the dividing lines of race, status, and
gender might it be a safe bet that God’s brightest and best hope is that we
would do the same? Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Advent 2 A - Psalm 72
Psalm 72
Psalm 72 concludes the prayers of David, son of Jesse and is a prayer for his son Solomon. In many ways David, the man after God’s own heart (who broke God’s heart time and again) is a tragic figure. Guilty of adultery and murder and intrigue the sword never left his house and while he was not “cast away from God’s presence” he experienced the penalty of his sin in heartbreaking loss, no more so than in the rebellion and subsequent murder of his son Absalom. “O my son Absalom! O Absalom, my son, my son!” His cry of grief for Absalom stands in stark contrast to his prayer for Solomon. Born out of the disappointments and difficulties of his reign David prays that Solomon would be a better king than he was. Make my son a just and righteous king who remembers the poor and delivers the needy from the oppressor, whose rule like rain on mown grass will bring peace and prosperity to your people. “Teach your children well, their father’s hell did slowly go by, and feed them on your dreams the one they picked, the one you’ll know by” (CSNY) David dreamed of a dwelling place for God in the midst of the city named Peace, a temple he was not permitted to build. But the son for whom he prayed would make the dream come true. David’s prayer that Solomon would do better than he is the prayer of every parent learning from the whole of life, wishing, hoping, praying their child will make fewer mistakes and know all the joy and then some and only half of the pain and that well taught lessons and dreams picked will help the prayer come true. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Psalm 72 concludes the prayers of David, son of Jesse and is a prayer for his son Solomon. In many ways David, the man after God’s own heart (who broke God’s heart time and again) is a tragic figure. Guilty of adultery and murder and intrigue the sword never left his house and while he was not “cast away from God’s presence” he experienced the penalty of his sin in heartbreaking loss, no more so than in the rebellion and subsequent murder of his son Absalom. “O my son Absalom! O Absalom, my son, my son!” His cry of grief for Absalom stands in stark contrast to his prayer for Solomon. Born out of the disappointments and difficulties of his reign David prays that Solomon would be a better king than he was. Make my son a just and righteous king who remembers the poor and delivers the needy from the oppressor, whose rule like rain on mown grass will bring peace and prosperity to your people. “Teach your children well, their father’s hell did slowly go by, and feed them on your dreams the one they picked, the one you’ll know by” (CSNY) David dreamed of a dwelling place for God in the midst of the city named Peace, a temple he was not permitted to build. But the son for whom he prayed would make the dream come true. David’s prayer that Solomon would do better than he is the prayer of every parent learning from the whole of life, wishing, hoping, praying their child will make fewer mistakes and know all the joy and then some and only half of the pain and that well taught lessons and dreams picked will help the prayer come true. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Monday, December 2, 2013
Advent 2 A - Isaiah 11:1-10
Isaiah 11:1-10
It is one of my favorite visions of the future
and I marvel at the mind of the prophet who brought it to life by putting it to
pen. The One who delights in the Lord will pair wolves with lambs, leopards with
goats, calves with lions, bears with cows, infants with adders. It’s a recipe
for carnage, but in the imagination of the prophet the predator lies down with
the prey for a nap and not for lunch. The accepted order of the natural world is
radically transformed by the One upon whom the Spirit of the Lord finds a
resting place so that hurting and destroying will have no place on the holy
mountain because hurting and destroying have no place in the Lord. In some small
way I lived the hope of Isaiah’s vision when our Belgium sheep dog Gretchen did
her best to kill our lamb Leah. Both were named. Both were loved. If I could have
imagined and created a world where that would never happen I would have. But
then I’d like to say hurting and destroying have no place in me but that would
not be true. In a world where the innocent are preyed upon by the wicked I know that at some level my desire for justice satisfies a need
for retribution and that even a self-proclaimed pacifist has a tipping point.
But that knowledge does not diminish the desire for the peaceable kingdom.
Rather it heightens it. The One upon whom the Spirit of the Lord rests will create a world, a new reality, to do
what we can never do. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Friday, November 29, 2013
Advent 1 A - Matthew 24:36-44
Matthew 24:36-44
I don’t mean to burst anyone’s Martin Luther bubble but recent
scholarship can find no evidence that he ever said “If I believed the world was
to end tomorrow, I would still plant a tree today.” It’s too bad because it’s a
great quote and if it wasn’t already well known I might claim it as my own. Of
course I don’t think whoever said it meant the last day is a good day to plant
a tree but that the last day should not change the way one lives every day
given that one should live each day as if it was one's last day even if the rest of the world was going to keep going on forever. But instead of
tree planting as the proper way to be ready people get goofy on this end time
stuff coming up with all kinds of theories as to the day and hour that Jesus
himself says only the Father knows. They should plant some trees for all the
paper wasted on books better left behind. The way to be ready for the second coming is to live in the love and
grace of the first appearing. I doubt very much that the God who so loved the
world the first time round has decided it was a mistake and what the world
really needs is a good thrashing. Therefore with every tree planted we pray,
Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Advent 1 A - Romans 13:11-14
Romans 13:11-14
It’s been one long night since the apostle roused the
Romans from sleep. Of course we can all agree that salvation is nearer to us
now than it was yesterday and it will be one day closer tomorrow but that
doesn’t have quite the sense of immediacy that Paul uses to exhort believers to
lay aside the works of darkness and put on the armor of light. Given the long
delay of the second coming we might be tempted to hit the snooze on holy living
and roll over for forty winks of debauchery, though sooner or later the sun
comes up on a life of licentiousness bringing a hangover of hurt. That being
said the motivation for living honorably as in the day is not for fear of
punishment or that the end is near but because the outstanding debt of love demands
it. The debt of love that one owes the other is also owed to self and a life
free from quarreling and jealousy is a life worth living for its own sake. So
put on the Lord Jesus no matter how long the night lasts for fulfilling the law
of love does no wrong to self or neighbor. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Advent 1 A - Psalm 122
Pray for the peace of Jerusalem. In Hebrew Jerusalem means the
City of Peace. In Arabic it means Holiness and in Greek the Holy City. Claimed
by Jew, Moslem and Christian as the capital of their respective faiths the holy
city of peace has seen more than its fair share of violence and bloodshed. But
while the psalmist would pray for the peace of Jerusalem for the sake of
relatives and friends the holy peace that befits the Lord’s house is peace for
the world. That kind of peace cannot be established by walls and towers. That
kind of peace will not be established by military might. The peace that
prospers and makes one glad will come when the human family recognizes that we
all belong to each other and our destinies are inextricably linked. Amen. Come,
Lord Jesus.
Monday, November 25, 2013
Advent 1 A - Isaiah 2:1-5
Isaiah 2:1-5
“Gonna lay down my sword and shield, down by the
riverside, gonna study war no more.” Down
by the Riverside predates the War Between the States and sings the desire
of all who have on the job training in the study of war. We are a warring
species, sometimes for necessary and just causes, sometimes in self defense, sometimes
to protect economic self interest, and sometimes, God help us, just because.
But I cannot believe that given the opportunity by means of a just peace, or a
trustworthy security, or some other mechanism to make war obsolete anyone would
not willingly, joyfully, lay down sword and shield. That day has eluded the
human race even though some have tried their best to live “All we are saying is
give peace a chance.” It is because the only peace that has a chance is the
promised peace of God’s path. Whenever we walk in the light of the Lord we give
peace a chance to happen in our lives and the lives of those around us in
anticipation of the final peace treaty of the forever future where swords and
spears beaten into plowshares and pruning hooks will signal the end of the
nations warring madness once and for all. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Christ the King Year C - Luke
Luke 23:33-43
"Jesus, remember me when you come
into your kingdom." The guilty one anticipates the kingdom of the innocent one.
Without hesitating Jesus answers the prayer that is a plea with the promise of
paradise, today. Of all the stories told about Jesus; walking on water, feeding
five thousand, healing the blind, lame, and deaf, exorcising demons and yes,
even raising a dead friend, this story at the end of Jesus’ life defines the
royal character of Christ the King. “The kings of the Gentiles lord it over
them… but I am among you as one who serves.” The one Jesus called Abba said it
this way “I desire mercy not sacrifice.” In light of God’s own stated
preference how can one continue to hold onto the idea that the righteous rage
of Abba could only be appeased by the blood sacrifice of the innocent Son
dearly loved?
No. In
the promise of paradise to a criminal justly condemned, in forgiving those who
sure as hell knew what they were doing, the character of God is revealed and by
descending to the place of the dead we are guaranteed there will be no where
God is not. Jesus. Remember me.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Christ the King Year C - Colossians 1:11-20
The strength to endure everything patiently
while at the same time joyfully giving thanks comes from investing our
inheritance before fully inheriting it, which means we spend the profit of the
future on the deficit of the present. This is where the last will and testament
is challenged for while we have no objection to God in Christ being reconciled to
us we question the “all things on earth” part for there are plenty on earth we’d
rather not include in the reconciled to God inheritance. And therein lies the
rub. If through the blood of the cross God is reconciled to all things, then we
as one of the all things on earth must be reconciled to the other all things,
whether we like it or not. So enduring patiently might mean enduring our own
limited vision as much as the difficulties presented by the other “all things
on earth” not that happy about our being included in the inheritance. I imagine
the only one laughing at the reading of the last will and testament of the One
in whom the fullness of God was pleased to dwell will be God upon seeing the
faces of the all things on earth surprised by who is included in the all things
in heaven.
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
The Feast of Christ the King Year C - Psalm 46
Psalm 46
As a
child I remember waters flooding our basement in Columbus, Ohio and the river
that ran down our street did not make anyone glad. Of course that is a silly
comparison with the earth changing, mountains shaking, seas rising that swept
away lives in the Philippines or the collateral human damage when nations like
Syria totter and are in uproar. But then the “we will not fear” of Psalm 46 is
a defiant declaration of faith in the constancy of God despite unstable ground,
rising tides and tottering human institutions. It may be that your ground shaking,
waters roaring, tottering nation is more personal and closer to home but the sentiment
is the same. “Be still and know that I am God” looks at what is and
declares what will be. “There is a river that makes glad” is lined by twelve
trees whose leaves are for the healing of the nations so that in that place of
perfect peace swords are plowshares and spears are pruning hooks and predators
are at peace with prey. (Revelation 22:2; Isaiah 11:6) Therefore we will not
fear in the midst of our personal uprisings for we trust that the "we shall not be moved" God of the forever future is with us as our refuge and strength in the earth shaking present.
Monday, November 18, 2013
The Feast of Christ the King Year C - Jeremiah 23:1-6
I don’t know
about the shepherds of Jeremiah’s time but the ones I know work like dogs to
shepherd their people. But with the large population of aging sheep or sheep
leaving small pastures for larger ones or sheep who've stopped grazing
altogether, or worse, lambs who have never been brought to the pasture at all,
shepherds find themselves the ones scattered and sometimes even destroyed. We
hear this is the new normal of the post Christian era and that our decline is a
done deal and nothing short of the second coming will restore the church to its
former position of prominence. But then maybe this is just the time that is
surely coming, when a post Christian age allows shepherds and sheep to see
Christ raised again to the only prominent position that counts. “We preach
Christ crucified,” is how the apostle Paul said it. Martin Luther offering
advice to a fellow shepherd said it this way. My dear Friar, learn Christ and
him crucified. Learn to praise him and, despairing of yourself, say, 'Lord
Jesus, you are my righteousness, just as I am your sin." Christ the King
crucified, the shepherd who lays down his life for the sheep, is the righteous
Branch who executes justice and righteousness by virtue of his suffering and death
on the cross in every age, no matter what we call it. Perhaps the word that
Jeremiah had for the sheep of his day might be the word needed for shepherds
of today. Do not be afraid. Do not be dismayed. I am your Shepherd. Take a day
off.
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Pentecost 26 C - Luke 21:5-19
Luke 21:5-19
I
am grateful for the attention National Public Radio and others have given Kyrie
or the “Church in a Pub” that is supported by Calvary Lutheran and Trinity Lutheran
but I think the headline “To Stave Off Decline, Churches Attract New Members
With Beer” is misleading. First of all decline is nothing new to Christianity as
times of decline and subsequent revival are the reality for both the individual
and the collective experience of the faith. Secondly using beer to connect people
with Bible will not stave off anything as humans tend to have short attention
spans for all things secular and spiritual. And lastly none of it matters when
one considers these words of Jesus. The temple was the center of the universe,
the footstool of God, so that “not one stone left upon another” was beyond the ability
of his disciples to understand or accept. What if our physical expression of the
faith, seemingly as solid as the ancient temple, is just as temporary? Don’t
get me wrong. The institution of church, like the temple, has done marvelous things
and I would not be where I am without the gift of Lutheran church and school
and seminary. More importantly the message of Christianity mobilized into
mission continues to live out the vision of God to make the present look more
like the forever future. But if we think the present structures are permanent
we have missed the point.
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Pentecost 26 C - 2 Thessalonians 3:6-13
2 Thessalonians 3:6-13
Ouch! Paul is not pulling any punches. Get to work you
busybodies otherwise you are going on the idleness diet and you’ll lose more
than a few pounds, I promise you. It
should be of some comfort to the church of our time that the church of Paul ’s
time, which included at least a few charter members of the resurrection, had to
deal with conflicts. And not just doctrinal disputes but practical matters which in many ways are more difficult to deal with. The good news is that the idleness conflict did not destroy the
Thessalonians which is the reason the church of today is still around to deal
with its own version of "brothers and sisters let us not grow weary in doing
what is right."
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Pentecost 26 C - Psalm 98
Psalm 98
Seas roaring and floods clapping are not such joyful images in light of Typhoon Haiyan which might also cause one to question how the steadfast love and faithfulness of the Lord to ancient Israel is understood in the Philippines today. Of course psalms are poetic songs and take liberties with literal images. Even so roaring seas and clapping floods are best experienced from a safe distance. But then David wants his song to celebrate the awesome power of the Almighty and hills singing (i.e. earthquakes) and seas roaring and floods clapping are the best way he can describe the unrestrained might of the Almighty. But this is where the image falls short because the sea doesn't give a damn who it sweeps away into oblivion leaving sorrow and suffering in its wake. There is no equity in the random nature of natural destructive forces as the innocent are just as likely to die as the deserving. And David could not understand God’s faithfulness and steadfast love for Israel apart from David’s victory over Israel’s enemies and in that sense David didn't give a damn for anyone outside of his own kingdom. But in the end it was God who was swept away by the flood as the seas roared crucify and the hills clapped at the sight of his suffering even though their celebration was short lived for when Jesus rose above the storm of death a new song was sung. And the way we sing the new song is to help those who suffer and thereby fulfill the law of Christ. (Galatians 6:2) ELCA Disaster Response
Seas roaring and floods clapping are not such joyful images in light of Typhoon Haiyan which might also cause one to question how the steadfast love and faithfulness of the Lord to ancient Israel is understood in the Philippines today. Of course psalms are poetic songs and take liberties with literal images. Even so roaring seas and clapping floods are best experienced from a safe distance. But then David wants his song to celebrate the awesome power of the Almighty and hills singing (i.e. earthquakes) and seas roaring and floods clapping are the best way he can describe the unrestrained might of the Almighty. But this is where the image falls short because the sea doesn't give a damn who it sweeps away into oblivion leaving sorrow and suffering in its wake. There is no equity in the random nature of natural destructive forces as the innocent are just as likely to die as the deserving. And David could not understand God’s faithfulness and steadfast love for Israel apart from David’s victory over Israel’s enemies and in that sense David didn't give a damn for anyone outside of his own kingdom. But in the end it was God who was swept away by the flood as the seas roared crucify and the hills clapped at the sight of his suffering even though their celebration was short lived for when Jesus rose above the storm of death a new song was sung. And the way we sing the new song is to help those who suffer and thereby fulfill the law of Christ. (Galatians 6:2) ELCA Disaster Response
Monday, November 11, 2013
Pentecost 26 C - Malachi 4:1-2a
Malachi 4:1-2
2010 post
Ouch! These are not the sort of scriptures I like to read and
while as a Lutheran I think I can apply the balm of Paul to the burn of Malachi
the truth is there is a limit to God’s grace. Before you brand me a Baptist (I
apologize for that reference but I couldn't resist the three b’s in that sentence) let me hasten to
add that the limit to God’s grace is our free will which in a weird way is the
ultimate expression of God’s grace. That means God is gracious only so far as
we will allow God to be so. The arrogance of evil doers is that they create a
world in their own image and even the “saved by grace” apostle Paul observes
“as you sow so shall you reap”. (Galatians 6:7) You can’t plant weeds and
expect to harvest wheat. The trouble is those who revere God’s name live in the
same field as the wicked who consistently sow woe. The promise of healing wings
is a shield from consuming fire for those who are troubled in the world of the
wicked. In the meantime we who revere the name of the Lord are called to work
against the ways of arrogance or at the very least not participate in them
because you cannot revere the name of the One who did not consider equality
with God something to exploit (Philippians 2:6) while you are trying to sit on
God’s throne.
2010 post
Friday, November 8, 2013
Pentecost 25 C - Luke 20:27-38
Luke 20:27-38
We miss the point of these verses if we get distracted by
Jesus’ short discourse on the state of marriage in the forever future. The Sadducees
don’t believe in the resurrection and so their silly construct of one bride for
seven brothers doesn't deserve a serious response. But more to the point Jesus
is letting us know that the relationships that foreshadow the forever future,
like marriage, are just that – a shadow of a future reality so bright that it blinds
our minds in the here and now to what will be in the there and then. What will be is nothing like what is or more to
the point what is cannot possibly describe what will be. But less we lament the
loss of forever love Jesus concludes his comments with an image even the Sadducees will recognize, the burning bush God of Abraham
and Isaac and Jacob, a God of the living, who delights in individual identity. So
of course you will recognize the one who slept next to you for 50 years and
both delighted you and drove you crazy but in the kingdom come, marriage, or the
lack of it, will be like comparing life in the womb to life in the world. One leads
to the other but they are clearly not the same.
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Pentecost 25 C - 2 Thessalonians 2:1-5, 13-17
2 Thessalonians 2:1-5, 13-17
“…do not be quickly shaken in mind or alarmed…” Whether they
were quickly shaken or not the Thessalonians were certainly worried that they had
missed the boat or at the very least wondered why the immediate return of the Christ
was taking its own sweet time. Apocalyptic anxiety has come and gone ever
since. Hal Lindsey predicted the late great planet earth would come and go before
the turn of the last century but he was left behind by Tim LeHaye and Jerry Jenkins
and didn't make nearly as much profit. I have trouble understanding why people
still get worked up about this when the scriptures clearly tell us to chill.
Listen. What will be will be whenever it will be and you and I have no part to
play in it. We are to trust that no matter what happens whenever it happens God is for
us and that our passage from the present to the future is already booked and paid in full. In
the meantime the blessing of eternal comfort and good hope is given to us so
that we engage in good works and words in the here and now without worrying about the there and then. Or in other words - Jesus is coming
again. Look busy.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Pentecost 25 C - Psalm 17:1-9
This prayer of the younger version of David gives
voice to the plea of the innocent who looks to the Lord for vindication. If you
try my heart you will find it pure. I haven’t cursed those who curse me nor
returned violence for violence. I've stayed on the straight and narrow even
when your path was not easy to discern and have not given up my hope in you
despite the fact that the wicked have surrounded me and threaten my life. Of
course the Lord did deliver David from the wrath of King Saul and God never
abandoned him even though there came a time when David’s heart, consumed by
lust and power, was no longer as pure as it was when he penned this prayer. So
the man after God’s own heart who prayed to be the apple of God’s eye was vindicated
not because of his innocence but because God’s steadfast love could not let go
of the young man hiding in a cave even when he was an older man hiding his sin
behind the curtain of the crown. To David’s credit he understood his deepest
desire was for his Psalm 51 heart (Create in me a clean heart, O God) to be
recreated so he could pray Psalm 17 again. Or as St. Augustine penned it, “Our
hearts are restless until they find their rest in you.”
Monday, November 4, 2013
Pentecost 25 C - Job 19:23-27
Job 19:23-27
Job is the Shakespeare of the scriptures and if for no other
reason needs to be read for the creative way the anonymous author addresses the
age old question of why bad things happen to good people. Of course the answer
is we don’t know or in Job’s words, “I've spoken of things I did not understand…”
(Job 42:3) But in chapter 19 Job is still complaining and maintaining he is
innocent (which ironically he is) and trying to figure out why God has taken everything
from him so that even little children despise him. (19:18) But just when you
think he’s finally going to listen to his wife’s advice (just curse God and die
– 2:9) Job returns to the hope that even if everyone else has abandoned him God
has not. Job is not so much a lesson about patience – unless patience allows
for loud lamenting and bitter complaint – as it is about remaining in relationship
with God even when everything indicates God no longer cares about you. It’s either faith or stubbornness but then maybe in Job's case they’re the same thing.
Saturday, November 2, 2013
The Feast of All Saints Year C - Luke 6:20-31
Luke 6:20-31
Luke’s
version of Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount is a little more difficult to deal with
than Matthew’s, depending on which side of Luke’s line drawn in the economic
sand you are standing. Poor or rich, hungry or well fed, weeping or laughing,
despised or rejected? Like many of the stories and sayings in Luke’s Gospel the
plight of the poor gets special attention and the Good News for the poor is generally
Bad News for the rich. But that’s not to say it’s all good news for the poor,
for the down payment on future rewards is rejoicing in being hated, excluded,
reviled, and defamed, all the while turning the other cheek and doubling down on
coats taken away. As my seminary professor Walter Bouman liked to say about
such things, “Yes, but will it play in Poughkeepsie ?”
So what do we of the “God loves everyone, saved by grace party” do with such a seemingly
partisan text? Unfortunately we have to say the Bible is very clear. God takes
sides. We can choose to ignore that or soften it but we cannot escape it. On
the other hand what if God’s taking sides is to counter the sides we take? It
may be that God as ultimate parent is not that different from human parents who
in loving their children equally attempt to create and maintain environments
where siblings are encouraged to share. So no matter which side of the line you
currently stand God’s ultimate purpose is for us all to stand on the same side because
in the end that is a parent’s greatest joy.
Thursday, October 31, 2013
The Feast of All Saints Year C - Ephesians 1:11-23
Ephesians 1:11-23
When the living move beyond dying while they are still living
they live in a different sort of way. By that I mean the inheritance of the
future is meant to be spent in the present without draining the principal held
in reserve for the future. Jesus in John said it this way, those who believe “have
already passed from death to life.” (John 5:24) So if the eyes of our hearts
have been enlightened our body follows suit and we love in such a way that the
everyday issues we think are essential become secondary to the desire to live
the future in the present. “Though you hide yourself behind the unattractive
disguise of the irritable, the exacting, the unreasonable, may I still
recognize you and say, "Jesus, my patient, how sweet it is to serve you."
(Mother Teresa of Calcutta) The people who piss you off will off will be
sitting next to you at the future feast. That means the hope to which we have
been called in the future has a present purpose and we cannot be the church in
the present without living out the hope of the future where all things conform
to the grace of God in Jesus. Or as Paul will say later in the letter, “forgive
as you have been forgiven.” (Ephesians 4:32)
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
The Feast of All Saints Year C - Psalm 149
The
singing, dancing, melody making, tambourine praise the Lord psalm was going
along quite nicely until the people in whom the Lord takes pleasure picked up
two edged swords to execute vengeance on people for whom the Lord presumably holds
no affection. One minute they’re singing for joy on couches and the next they’re
binding kings and nobles with fetters and chains, which by the way always
involves collateral damage aka people like you and me just trying to mind our
own business and stay out of the way. I understand the historical context of a
humble people picked on wanting to be adorned with victory but I’m just going
to say “No” to verses 6 – 9 of Psalm 149; no to religiously justified violence;
no to exacting revenge; no to an image of God who delights in some people and
despises the rest. And the reason I can say no to that image is because God
provided another. “Put away your sword,” is what Jesus said to Peter when the
mob surrounded the King of Kings and bound him with iron chains to execute the
judgment decreed. Crucify him! So I think it best to end the psalm with verse 5,
even if that means I’m a pacifist couch potato.
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
The Feast of All Saints - Daniel 7:1-3, 15-18
Daniel 7:1-3, 15-18
I've had troubling dreams that
were just as terrifying as Daniel’s vision but I didn't write them down so I’m
not so terrified by them today. Daniel’s dreams were not only written down but
were carried forward into a future Daniel could have never dreamed and now have
become a treasure trove of material for the end times industry that capitalizes
on the fear of being left behind to suffer Daniel's terrifying dream come true. It
does seem somewhat ironic that words written to an enslaved people in a foreign
land would be wholeheartedly adopted by free and generally well off people in
the most prosperous nation on the planet. It’s not that the promise cannot be
for the comfortable as long as one recognizes it was not written to us in the
first place and even if you live the illusion that Daniel was really talking to
Christians the truth is this a word to Israel. So the terrifying vision is first
a welcome word of victory to those who sat by the waters of Babylon and wept while
their captors demanded they sing glad songs of Zion. (Psalm 137) It is a
welcome word for us only so far as we have been grafted into the root of
Israel. (Romans 11:17-18) There was a time in my life when I was an end time junkie
and could not help myself from trying to connect all the dots of ancient prophecy
with current events. I now believe focusing on escaping whatever terrifying
dreams might be coming is a way of escaping the terrifying reality of our own
time faced by people every day. I handed out my last two Calvary care packages
(a bag of non-perishable food) to an old man in a wheelchair begging on a
street corner in Dallas this morning and he tore into it like he hadn't eaten in
week. Talk about a terrifying vision. Listen. The final future is secure even
if getting there will be difficult. But in the here and now people are hungry
and without shelter or community or friendship and you and I have the means to make
their daily nightmare a little less terrifying with simple acts of kindness.
That is what it means to holy ones of the Most High. Or if you like, saints.
Friday, October 25, 2013
Reformation - John 8:31-36
John 8:31-36
The truth that sets us free is true whether we believe it or not
because it depends on “if the Son has set you free you will be free indeed” and
the “if” has nothing to do with us. That was true for the tradition bound Jews
who “believed in him” but couldn’t understand how the truth of Jesus trumped the
tradition of Abraham. We do the same thing when we think freedom depends on something
other than the Word that says you are free, period end of sentence. It might be
that we prefer the comfort of conformity wherein we are securely bound by rules
and regulations that order our religious universe. Or maybe we trust the pedigree
of our denominational heritage, or ironically in this day and age, our lack of
it. But if we let God be God and say God will do whatever God will do while at
the same time filtering all our “whatever God will do” talk through what God actually
did (aka die on the cross) then the “Son has set you free” takes on a new
dimension. Freedom is not the permission to do whatever one likes but the
opportunity to do whatever God desires. In a word. Love.
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Reformation - Romans 3:19-28
Romans 3:19-28
God
is the one who is just and the one who justifies; period, end of sentence. So why
do we work so hard for what is none of our business? I don’t mean sin, we don’t
have to work very hard at disobedience or doubt or disregard for the
needs of others or neglect of the planet or any of the ways we are guilty of
being less than human. No, sin is all about us, which is why the just one who
justifies the creation gone its own way enters the fray to contend with the
inevitable consequence of human rebellion, death. Faith does not activate or
complete what God has already done in entering the human story. Faith means we
enter God’s story in the Christ and stop working for what is already ours
because we no longer doubt what is beyond comprehension. We are already
justified, made right with God, because God won’t have it any other way which
means we are free to be fully human.
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Reformation - Psalm 46
Psalm 46
No
Fear. It is more than a bumper sticker declaration indicating one’s willingness
to engage in reckless behavior. The “No Fear” of Psalm 46 is not found in
bravado but in being still in the refuge and strength of God’s very present
help. Be still when mountains tremble. Be still when waters roar and foam. Be
still when nations collide and kingdoms totter. Be still when your place on the
planet is less than secure, when troubles rise and unfortunate circumstances
collide. The help that comes in the morning is available in the night when the
Lord of Hosts with us stills us. Don’t get me wrong. There is plenty to fear
and much to lament. But God in the midst of calamity makes glad the heart that
trusts God will help in the time of need.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Reformation - Jeremiah 31:27-34
Jeremiah 31:27-34
Every now and then the prophet Jeremiah was given a good word to
speak and that makes the promise of “the days are surely coming” noteworthy. Even
so none of the people to whom these words were written saw the day that would
surely come. They died in the land of their enemy sitting by the waters of Babylon weeping the songs of Zion . Or they were the remnant who returned
home only to find ruins not easily rebuilt and vineyards destroyed that were difficult
to replant. But because “the days are surely coming…” was believed despite sour
grapes setting teeth on edge it was more than just a fairy tale ending for a
people plucked up and broken down. Believing the promise was the difference
between giving up or going on, between living in spite of or dying because of,
and whether they knew it or not it is what it means to know the Lord. And so it
is for us who endure hardship and persevere through difficult days knowing in
part and seeing dimly all the while waiting for another day that will surely
come, when we catch up with the least and the greatest who have gone on ahead
of us and know the Lord fully for they see him face to face.
Friday, October 18, 2013
Pentecost 22 C - Luke 18:1-8
Luke 18:1-8
I've been driving to Baylor Medical Center in Dallas almost
every day since October 3rd to pray persistently with the family of
David Ball who will need a new heart at some point in the future. For now a Left
Ventricular Assist Device (LVAD) is doing the heavy lifting while the Baylor
ICU medical staff works around the clock to keep David in the land of the
living and the family waits and prays in the land of the loving. The lesson
learned in the roller coaster environment of an extended ICU stay is that persistent
prayer is not consistent. There are moments when hope holds and confidence is
high followed by times when fear creeps in to cast shadows of doubt followed by
times of frustration with the antiseptic nature of medical language followed by
times when one is too tired to pray at all. And then the cycle repeats itself
and in some ways you become accustomed to the rhythm of this upended life even
though you cannot imagine how. The widow goes before the uncaring judge again
and again because there is nowhere else she can go in the same way one occupies
a space in an ICU unit when just beyond the double doors the life you love
hangs in the balance. The lesson learned is not that God requires perseverance
before answering prayer but that persistent prayer, which is the ability to speak
our need into that which is beyond our ability to control, is itself an answer
to prayer. Listen. We all want prayer to be a magic wand that fixes everything with
a flick of the wrist and an abracadabra but truth is there is nothing more
powerful than the person who holds onto faith in the face of events that neither
fear God nor respect people. So if the Son of Man returning were to look for
faith on earth he’d find it in Sue Ball, a woman of enduring strength and
remarkable courage who does what has to be done just because that is what you
do when your husband needs a new heart.