I wish my demons submitted to me but I’ll confess it’s more often the other way around. My guess is there are times you might make the same confession as well. It is not so much a question of if but when, even for the best of us. That’s because demons aren't as obvious as snakes and scorpions waiting to be stepped on. (Not that they sit still mind you – shiver!) Rather those things done to us and those things we've done to ourselves and those things we've done to others hunker down in the recesses of our mind and work their will quite unnoticed doing their dirty deeds in secret so that we fail to see we act out of the injury of our past as if it were our only option in the present. But when someone gifts us through friendship or insightful wisdom or enduring love with what is our God given authority to name the damaging darkness within us and expose it in the light we return to our true self with joy. It’s not as easy as all that of course. We still have to be willing to listen to the friend or counselor or lover and act on what they can see which unfortunately is our blind spot. I hate that but at the same time thank God because I know I am better for it. So rejoice even if your demons have you in a death grip because in the end we have a Friend, Counselor, Lover, and Savior who has given us to each other for better or for worse in the here and now and in the forever future has written our names in heaven in the indelible ink of His own blood.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
The Feast of St. Michael and All Angels - Luke 10:17-20
Luke 10:17-20
I wish my demons submitted to me but I’ll confess it’s more often the other way around. My guess is there are times you might make the same confession as well. It is not so much a question of if but when, even for the best of us. That’s because demons aren't as obvious as snakes and scorpions waiting to be stepped on. (Not that they sit still mind you – shiver!) Rather those things done to us and those things we've done to ourselves and those things we've done to others hunker down in the recesses of our mind and work their will quite unnoticed doing their dirty deeds in secret so that we fail to see we act out of the injury of our past as if it were our only option in the present. But when someone gifts us through friendship or insightful wisdom or enduring love with what is our God given authority to name the damaging darkness within us and expose it in the light we return to our true self with joy. It’s not as easy as all that of course. We still have to be willing to listen to the friend or counselor or lover and act on what they can see which unfortunately is our blind spot. I hate that but at the same time thank God because I know I am better for it. So rejoice even if your demons have you in a death grip because in the end we have a Friend, Counselor, Lover, and Savior who has given us to each other for better or for worse in the here and now and in the forever future has written our names in heaven in the indelible ink of His own blood.
I wish my demons submitted to me but I’ll confess it’s more often the other way around. My guess is there are times you might make the same confession as well. It is not so much a question of if but when, even for the best of us. That’s because demons aren't as obvious as snakes and scorpions waiting to be stepped on. (Not that they sit still mind you – shiver!) Rather those things done to us and those things we've done to ourselves and those things we've done to others hunker down in the recesses of our mind and work their will quite unnoticed doing their dirty deeds in secret so that we fail to see we act out of the injury of our past as if it were our only option in the present. But when someone gifts us through friendship or insightful wisdom or enduring love with what is our God given authority to name the damaging darkness within us and expose it in the light we return to our true self with joy. It’s not as easy as all that of course. We still have to be willing to listen to the friend or counselor or lover and act on what they can see which unfortunately is our blind spot. I hate that but at the same time thank God because I know I am better for it. So rejoice even if your demons have you in a death grip because in the end we have a Friend, Counselor, Lover, and Savior who has given us to each other for better or for worse in the here and now and in the forever future has written our names in heaven in the indelible ink of His own blood.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
The Feast of St. Michael and All Angels - Revelation 12:7-12
Revelation 12:7-12
Why doesn't God just dispatch the dragon? I mean if God is God
and there is no other then the dragon is just another lizard and God could
squash it like a bug, if you’ll pardon the mixed zoological metaphors. And if
there is no room in heaven once the battle is won why not cast the dragon
somewhere where no further harm can be done instead of just making him really, really angry and
setting him loose on the earth? And by the way even a short time on a planet with
a pissed off dragon is way too much time. But then this is Christian mythology and
as such not meant to make sense in a literal fashion. The point of these few verses
and indeed the whole book of Revelation is that the cosmic battle of the pre-creation
past anticipated the cosmic battle on Calvary which insured that in the final
future good triumphs over evil because love is stronger hate. That means in the
present we do not live in fear of the Dragon but by faith in Jesus who did not
cling to life even in the face of death on a cross.
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
The Feast of Saint Michael and all the angels - Psalm 103:1-5, 20-22
Psalm 103:1-5, 20-22
Saint Michael and all the angels “bless the Lord” because they
obey God’s spoken word and do whatever God tells them. We are reminded to bless
the Lord for all the benefits God gives us even though we do not obey God’s
spoken word and resist doing whatever God tells us. But God still satisfies us with good things like forgiveness and
healing and redemption and love and mercy and ultimately life beyond the
boundaries of this temporal existence. That is because God is mindful of us, made
a little lower than the angels, (Psalm 8) and has crowned us with the glory and
honor of being called children of God. When we remember that benefit the voices
of our souls and all that is within us joins the vast angelic host to bless the
Lord and the Lord is blessed indeed.
Monday, September 23, 2013
The Feast of St. Michael and All Angels - Daniel 10:10-14; 12:1-3
Daniel 10:10-14; 12:1-3
My favorite angel movie is “Michael” starring John Travolta
and rightly so since it was filmed in Texas. (Holy Trinity Catholic Church in Corn
Hill, county roads near Walburg and the iconic Gruene Hall no less!) Michael, the
Great Prince and protector of God’s people in Daniel’s vision has nothing in
common with the vacationing come to earth one last time Travolta version but
then most of our imaginings take liberties with whatever God had in mind when
angelic beings were created. Close proximity to the real deal causes fear and
trembling while Travolta’s less than angelic Michael smokes cigarettes, smells
like fresh baked cookies and drives women wild. On the other hand he gives up
the last of his allotted miracles to bring a dead dog back to life and what’s
not angelic about that? Truth is we lose sight of God’s purpose when we focus
on the details (how many angels can dance on the head of a pin?) or try to
figure out from Daniel’s dream what time the end time will begin. I dare say the
world has experienced times of anguish “such has never occurred” a thousand times
over with no end in sight and some are experiencing “such has never occurred” even
as I type these words. But the chief of princes is not dispatched for a last
hurrah on earth or to deliver a message of doom and gloom. No. Michael is sent
to proclaim the good news of deliverance to desperate people in the same way
the angelic chorus sang over a barn in Bethlehem, “Peace on earth. Good will
to those with whom God is pleased.” But because I've loved and lost multiple dogs I choose to believe God might also like the version of Michael where Sparky barks again as much as I do.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Pentecost 18 C - Luke 16:1-13
I
don’t know what Jesus was thinking as friends made by dishonest wealth are more
than likely “friends in low places” (Garth Brooks) and one wonders what sort of
eternal home they own. But that’s the problem with this parable. It doesn’t fit
any of the familiar parable patterns where the characters are clearly defined
and the conclusions to be drawn are obvious. In this case compound cheating
with interest is commended and the children of light are encouraged to imitate
the children of this age. But maybe we are not to put much stock in the
master’s admiration of the dishonest steward, after all the steward is still without
employment and there is no guarantee that the friends gained by dishonesty will
prove trustworthy. What if we are not meant to put this story into a neat
parable package that can be filed away and forgotten? Maybe the point of the
parable is in the unsettling nature of it and the lesson to be learned is that
it reveals the truth about our attempt to serve two masters by neither hating
wealth nor fully
loving God.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Pentecost 18 C - 1 Timothy 2:1-7
1 Timothy 2:1-7
Can
we make supplication, prayers, intercessions and thanksgivings for a king, or
in our time elected officials, while at the same time engaging in the time
honored American tradition of treating those voted into high positions with
disdain or outright contempt? The first Christians had no such choice. The
kings and people in high places for whom they were urged to make supplication,
prayers, intercessions and thanksgivings were actively seeking to put them into
the low place of the grave and frankly their most ardent prayer was simply to
be left alone. The wisdom of this pastoral letter is not about temporal
politics but eternal destiny. God’s most ardent desire is for everyone to be
saved and come to the knowledge of the truth. If our practice of politics
contradicts a quiet and peaceable life then we are to choose godliness and
dignity above partisan positions for the sake of the One who gave himself as a
ransom for all. Even so this text does not prohibit passionate engagement in
the political process. It just reminds us that what is right and acceptable is to
make supplication, prayers, intercessions and thanksgivings for the ones we
want out of high places, keeping in mind that God passionately loves the person
we might disagree with as a politician.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Pentecost 18 C - Psalm 113
Psalm 113
It is hard
to sing this psalm if your home is still on the ash heap. That is the reality we
dare not discuss when praising the Lord depends on the Lord providing because
truthfully the poor vastly outnumber the princes and “the prince and the pauper”
only happens in Hollywood movies. That is not to say God does not provide only
that psalms such as this state the hope of the future in present terms as if “this
time on” and “forevermore” were the same thing. So what does that mean for princes
and the poor in the here and now? If God’s plan for the future is that the poor and
princes dine together then praising the Lord depends on what we do as much
as what God provides.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Pentecost 18 C - Amos 8:4-7
Amos 8:4-7
How you hear this text depends on which side of the bed you rise
as some who lie on beds of ease truly care about those who never will. But Amos
has harsh words for those who consider their place of privilege a right and
sing idle songs without considering the songs of lament sung by others. So what
you have is not as important as what you do with it or as Jesus will say, to
those whom much is given much is required. That is not to say there is something
God pleasing about being poor or that pleasing God makes one rich. God exists
beyond the economic, racial, and gender lines we draw. “In Christ there is
neither Jew nor Gentile, slave nor free, male nor female.” (Galatians 3:28) Rather God
cares about everyone in the human family and will do whatever it takes for us to do the
same.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Pentecost 17 C - Luke 15:1-10
I
wonder if there was someone in the grumbling crowd who thought the carpenter
from Nazareth
would make a lousy shepherd. No one leaves the ninety-nine to fend for
themselves in the wilderness to search for the one who is lost unless you don’t
mind losing at least a few of the ninety-nine. But then with Jesus the point is
always in the punch line. There is rejoicing in finding the one who is lost. So
Jesus will lose more than a few Pharisees and scribes in order to find a lost
tax collector or sinner. But that isn't the point either is it? I don’t believe
Jesus is being sarcastic when he refers to Pharisees and scribes as righteous.
No. If he meant to criticize he’d call them a brood of vipers or white washed
tombs. Here he acknowledges the hard work of righteous piety that requires no
repentance but in typical Jesus fashion I think it is a set up for what comes
next. The story that follows the lost sheep and the coin is the one about two
lost sons and a waiting father. The hard working stay at home first son who doesn't realize all the father has is already his and the lost and found
younger son who didn't know what he had until he’d left it all behind. It is
for these two lost children that Jesus comes. The righteous Pharisee who works
so hard for what is free and the tax collector who gives away everything of
value to get what is worthless. But of course the point is in the punch line and
when the righteous ninety-nine find the lost sinner and the lost sinner finds
the righteous ninety-nine then both are found by God because there is as much joy
in being found as in finding.
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Pentecost 17 C - 1 Timothy 1:12-17
1 Timothy 1:12-17
Ignorance
is a bliss I cannot claim when it comes to receiving God’s mercy. As we confess
on Ash Wednesday, “I have sinned by my own fault, by my own most grievous fault”
so it is for the other 364 days of the year. We sin on purpose and the only
ignorance we can claim is that our most grievous sin masquerades as self-righteousness.
Maybe the “utmost patience” of God extended to us is greater than what Paul,
the blasphemer, persecutor and man of violence claims for himself. If so it
would be the first time Paul gave room for anyone else to be foremost. I’m just
saying.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
Pentecost 17 C - Psalm 51:1-10
King
David did not pen Psalm 51 without persuasion. It’s not that he didn't know what
he had done. He just thought he'd gotten away with it. It began
when glancing over the balcony he caught sight of Bathsheba bathing and
“look don’t touch” was not enough to satisfy his lust. But his sweet emotion
soon turned sour when “the rabbit done died” (Aerosmith) and the consequence of his carnal knowledge with another’s wife threatened to show. As with most people in
power honesty is the last option to be exercised so the offense is compounded
as Uriah the righteous husband refusing to cooperate is killed to protect the
throne. David might have been able to live with the lie for a long time, most
of us can, were it not for the prophet Nathan who tells the story of a rich man
stealing a poor man’s lamb and King David unaware that he is the subject of the
story demands the death of the offender. “You are the man” is the end of
Nathan’s sermon and the beginning of David’s confession. “Against you only have
I sinned” might appear to put Bathsheba into the backseat again, save for the
understanding that violating the sanctity of another human being is always a
crime against the One to whom all life is precious. That might be the one thing
that David gets right and in the end makes him the man after God’s own heart.
If our confession acknowledges God as the one we wrong when we harm another,
including self, maybe the only persuasion we need in order to be honest with
ourselves and others is the desire to return to the God who “cherishes our
original innocence” (Erik Johansson) and wants nothing more than to continually
create in us clean hearts.
Monday, September 9, 2013
Pentecost 17 C - Exodus 32:7-14
Exodus 32:7-14
God might be regretting the promise made to Abraham right about
now and in a more irreverent moment one might even imagine the Lord uttering
Homer Simpson’s exclamation of resignation… D'oh!!! In the end the Lord’s mind
is changed to protect the Lord’s name and preserve the promise to the
dysfunctional patriarchal family tree so that the disaster visited upon the stiff
necked people won’t turn the Lord into the subject of an Egyptian joke. It is a
very human image of God that any loving parent of a willfully disobedient child
might recognize. God is stuck with these people brought out of Egypt with
mighty power and outstretched hand and throughout the wilderness wandering will
have to be talked down from the precipice of hot wrath burning against
ungrateful people again and again. No other God puts up with such disrespect or is as long
suffering as the God of Israel. I wonder if through the changing of the mind
God’s mind becomes fixed to forgive in a far more dramatic way when disaster
visited upon the Christ means God’s mind cannot be moved away from mercy no
matter how many golden calves are created by God’s own people. Oh but surely
there is a consequence for worshiping false idols? Of course there is. The
idol you worship is false. Or in other words; you can’t get milk or mercy from
a golden calf.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Pentecost 16 C - Luke 14:25-33
Luke 14:25-33
It is obvious to me, as it should be to you, that we do not take
these words of Jesus literally or if we do we don’t literally live them. I
don’t have a lot of possessions but I lock my house when I’m not there to make
sure they don’t walk away. The commandment with a promise of long life commands honor for father and mother which seems to contradict the command to hate mom
and dad. And the only cross I have is the one I wear around my neck as the life
size version is hard to find and more difficult to carry. It is fair to say
that Jesus used shock theology to challenge the religious leaders of his day
but this word was spoken to the crowds that wanted to hear him and were willing
to follow, at least as long as there was a fish fry at the end the speech. (The
feeding of the five thousand – Luke chapter 9) So Jesus may just be culling the
herd as they say in Texas. But if that is the case the herd has taken over the
hen house. So we largely ignore or simply spiritualize these hard sayings which
allows us to continue to go wherever we want while claiming to follow Christ.
So what can we do? I suggest we take Jesus at his word and like the king with
the smaller army ask for terms of peace from the King of Kings. The terms of
peace always favor the more powerful but in this case the One who is mighty became
weak so that the weak might become strong. It might sound like a Lutheran
solution to a difficult passage but then Luther may have understood this text
in a way that is instructive for us. “Were they to take our house, goods, fame,
child or spouse, though life be wrenched away, they cannot win the day, the
kingdom’s ours forever.” (A Mighty Fortress) It comes down to loving Jesus more
than anyone or anything else and if we love Jesus above all we possess all we
need to be a disciple.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Pentecost 16 C - Philemon
Philemon
At some point during its history the church decided a short personal correspondence was worth including in the collection that would become the New Testament. Maybe even a laundry list signed by the apostle Paul would have made the cut. Who knows? Its inclusion in the lectionary means that people in the pew rediscover it every three years. Onesimus, the runaway slave, will be put to death unless Paul can persuade Philemon to pardon him. He uses all his powers of persuasion, including some that border on the manipulative, but in the end appeals to his relationship with Philemon. Paul loves Onesimus as a child and Philemon as a brother and does not want to lose either one. The happy ending is that Philemon forgives Onesimus and welcomes him into his household as a brother and Paul breathes a sigh of relief. But it is more than just an interesting story with a happy ending. Lives were hanging in the balance. Onesimus will be put to death. Philemon will lose a relationship with Paul whose ministry changed Philemon’s life. Paul will lose a child and a brother. It is the stuff of our stories where one family member pleads for the sake of another that a relationship restored might bring refreshment. It is the stuff of God’s story where the Son is sent to bring back all who have run away that the family circle will be unbroken in the here and now and in the forever home. Maybe Philemon is where the Bible’s rubber hits the road and the master forgiving the slave because he loves Jesus as much as he owes the apostle is why the little letter belongs in the Book.
At some point during its history the church decided a short personal correspondence was worth including in the collection that would become the New Testament. Maybe even a laundry list signed by the apostle Paul would have made the cut. Who knows? Its inclusion in the lectionary means that people in the pew rediscover it every three years. Onesimus, the runaway slave, will be put to death unless Paul can persuade Philemon to pardon him. He uses all his powers of persuasion, including some that border on the manipulative, but in the end appeals to his relationship with Philemon. Paul loves Onesimus as a child and Philemon as a brother and does not want to lose either one. The happy ending is that Philemon forgives Onesimus and welcomes him into his household as a brother and Paul breathes a sigh of relief. But it is more than just an interesting story with a happy ending. Lives were hanging in the balance. Onesimus will be put to death. Philemon will lose a relationship with Paul whose ministry changed Philemon’s life. Paul will lose a child and a brother. It is the stuff of our stories where one family member pleads for the sake of another that a relationship restored might bring refreshment. It is the stuff of God’s story where the Son is sent to bring back all who have run away that the family circle will be unbroken in the here and now and in the forever home. Maybe Philemon is where the Bible’s rubber hits the road and the master forgiving the slave because he loves Jesus as much as he owes the apostle is why the little letter belongs in the Book.
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Pentecost 16 C - Psalm 1
Psalm 1
“They
are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its
season, and their leaves do not wither.” (Psalm 1:3)
I’m
blogging late today because I got up very early in the morning to drive to
Houston. I had a date with the loveliest little girl, Allyson Josephine Morbach,
who cooed when I cradled her and seemed as delighted with me as I was with her. Allyson is the 3 month old granddaughter of Calvary
members Joe and Kathy Morbach. Allyson’s parents, Ed and Nikki, had planned on having
Allyson baptized this Sunday at Calvary but Allyson was born with what is
commonly called “blue baby syndrome” and tomorrow will have open heart surgery
at Children’s Medical Center to correct the problem. Other than objecting to
blood being drawn (who doesn’t?) she was as pleasant as could be and even at
three months possesses a personality that will no doubt do some future heart
healing for others. So I spent some time talking with Ed and Nikki – incredible,
loving parents btw – about this and that and then because there was a sink in
the room and there was nothing to prevent us (Acts 8:36) we baptized Allyson into
the name of the Triune God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. We didn’t baptize her because
we were worried about Allyson’s future, as if baptism was some kind of insurance
policy for salvation. We did it because the water and the word are a visible
sign of God’s promise to all the baptized, “I have called you by name. You are
mine.” (Isaiah 43:1) We did it because the water and the word reminds anxious
parents and grandparents and a pastor whose heart has been been captured by a
cuddle of the promise “God with us” whether surgery is involved or not. More
than that we did it so that Allyson Josephine, reborn today on the 20th
floor of Children’s Medical Center, Houston, TX could put her little roots down into streams of living water. Tomorrow we will trust
the gifts of the medical team at Children’s and the prayers of the faithful and
the mercy of God so that Allyson will grow into the life of the Spirit poured
out upon her today - the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of
counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord, the spirit
of joy in God’s presence. And so we welcome, Allyson Josephine, into the Lord’s
family and look forward to the life she will live delighting in Lord.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Pentecost 16 C - Deuteronomy 30:15-20
Deuteronomy 30:15-20
If it were as simple as choosing between life and death,
prosperity and adversity we’d all be “living large.” But to choose life and
prosperity is to choose obedience and that is the deal breaker. The children of
Israel
about to enter the land will all voice their choice for life and promise to
obey, (Joshua 1) but God knows better and has already predicted the inevitable.
“…these people will soon prostitute themselves to foreign
gods... they will forsake me and break the covenant I made with them.” (Deut.
31:16) So why make the offer if you know the people won’t be able to afford the
payments? I think there must be an eternal optimism in the heart of God, an
undying hope; or maybe it is just the unconditional commitment of a tough love
parent who is willing to suffer silently while waiting for the day when adversity
brought about by disobedience will bring the rebellious child back to the
bargaining table. “Come let us reason together, says the Lord, though your sins
be scarlet they shall be white as snow.” (Isaiah 1:18) Of course even that turns
out to be a temporary fix for fickle creatures who are not inclined to obey
anyone save their own self interest. So when the options were exhausted God sat
down at the table and chose death so that the calamity visited upon the Christ
might be our prosperity. How can you say no to such a thing? Choose life this
day for God has already taken death off the table.