I've been driving to Baylor Medical Center in Dallas almost
every day since October 3rd to pray persistently with the family of
David Ball who will need a new heart at some point in the future. For now a Left
Ventricular Assist Device (LVAD) is doing the heavy lifting while the Baylor
ICU medical staff works around the clock to keep David in the land of the
living and the family waits and prays in the land of the loving. The lesson
learned in the roller coaster environment of an extended ICU stay is that persistent
prayer is not consistent. There are moments when hope holds and confidence is
high followed by times when fear creeps in to cast shadows of doubt followed by
times of frustration with the antiseptic nature of medical language followed by
times when one is too tired to pray at all. And then the cycle repeats itself
and in some ways you become accustomed to the rhythm of this upended life even
though you cannot imagine how. The widow goes before the uncaring judge again
and again because there is nowhere else she can go in the same way one occupies
a space in an ICU unit when just beyond the double doors the life you love
hangs in the balance. The lesson learned is not that God requires perseverance
before answering prayer but that persistent prayer, which is the ability to speak
our need into that which is beyond our ability to control, is itself an answer
to prayer. Listen. We all want prayer to be a magic wand that fixes everything with
a flick of the wrist and an abracadabra but truth is there is nothing more
powerful than the person who holds onto faith in the face of events that neither
fear God nor respect people. So if the Son of Man returning were to look for
faith on earth he’d find it in Sue Ball, a woman of enduring strength and
remarkable courage who does what has to be done just because that is what you
do when your husband needs a new heart.
No comments:
Post a Comment